Implications of plotting have gone awry So why should I even try? The bones that kept your back straight are mine to take you don't need them anyway I saw you glancing sullenly against the soiled sheets the room smelled like secrets and a lashing from your silver tongue poisoned my deceit It's what pushed me over the edge So I went down to the basement and into the darkness the last place that I had found solace and plotted out your end Now I will take you down you'll be safe with me now you'll be safe with me now just when you're turning cold And I can tell Strip the meat from the bone extract the right from the wrong you can't say that you're honest now but i'm moving with such purpose now If only I could have found a measure of resolve, measure of restraint anything I'm bound to be the one who ends her All remaining all left in my control It's the thoughts that haunt me How does it feel to be cold and lonely trying to breathe, but I can't believe this failed and though I'm eating so much less my eyes are bulging out. My hearing it has sharpened and I hear you in this house. Your nagging voive endears and erodes my fragile mind. I'm thinking with fire I can leave it all behind. We thrived on adulteration Defiled at dawn and breeded infection You left those seeds inside, that filth you implied you're left a spineless eyesore Burn it all to the ground I'm already half done I can not see a way out from this If only I could have found A measure of resolve measure of restraint anything I'm bound to be the one who ends her (No one knows you're gone They won't come searching for your bones)

Head on my chest. I'm wide awake. Articulate your words slurred and I can't be sure if the words are empty You're head to toe at ease I'm looking for the chance to leave you told the truth? We both walk out of this alone Would have taken years, I found out on my own all these words won't make you tremble (as a fall back maybe I could take his place, would it hurt to ask? I await in desperation, waiting for your call cause we are clawing at the walls that kept us in each others arms. My hands are tied and I'm taking this way out of context. Losing the grip on the consequences) Are you still awake? Snuck in through the second floor, asleep against my headboard. Oh, I must exist in denial. The fear of change is all that's keeping it intact. Never should have left. I could have seen her one last time. Now that moment will never be mine. And this is me lashing out. I've only wasted time, instilled a bit more doubt. What can I say to make amends? I've exhausted all I can pretend.

Such sultry lines, taken aback let it fester, let it infect her loving nothing offered foreign words so insecure cut out portrait and lack of interest tailored to fit the weakest She'll stay here So surprised to hear you speak your mind how appalling the postulates you find suffer days to decorate these walls decompose to stolen pretense such sultry lines, taken aback what a hate fuck say "you're all I know" She'll stay here, she's nowhere to go I'm all she fucking knows

You're far too kind, right? I'm wishing it away and the conversation failed to captivate my interest in you. Trying way too hard and nothing is paying off.